I have seen the kinds of tasks God has given each of us to do to keep one busy, and I know God has made everything beautiful for its time. God has also placed in our minds a sense of eternity; we look back on the past and ponder over the future, yet we cannot understand the doings of God. I know there is nothing better for us than to be joyful and to do good throughout our lives; to eat and drink and see the good in all of our hard work is a gift from God. I know everything God does endures for all time. Nothing can be added to it; nothing can be taken away from it. We humans can only stand in awe of all God has done. What has been and what is to be—already is. And God holds accountable all the pursuits of humanity.
Ecclesiastes 3:10-15 (VOICE)
God did make everything beautiful in its time. It is so hard to say that in the rough times. But now I know and now I see why. I could only appreciate even more what He is doing in my now season and I am extremely grateful. I am joyful. I am thankful.
As we are approaching the close of this year with two more months left to go…I am gazing at all my surroundings and saying, “God did that!” To say the least right–this year has been a pure madness for me. I had left in January in a season of mystery. The only thing I knew was that I had to wait for the “what’s next” moment. I knew it was coming because I pushed myself to tempt God with a move. I acted on faith and I left the familiar to a place of a real unknown.
It’s been rough.
I started some real momentum in June, only to become completely depleted of life again. It was the last 18 years on steroids. It was all packed into 3 rough months. I mean really rough. It became a season of doubt for me. Then my doubt became my trust. I had to trust the unknown. I had to trust the storm. I had to trust the loss. I had to trust the absence. I had to trust the void. I had to trust that God was leading me through all of that to prepare me for my REAL season of REST!
Well who would have know! But God. And not only that but He went above all that. In fact during my prayer walk at lunchtime I told him ”You really surprised me! You went over the top!” LOL
Like this is beautiful! It’s nice. It’s lovely. It is exquisite to me.
“One persons opinion of you doesn’t define you. Bleed it out.
Even Jesus doubted Himself –He prayed.
Season of doubt!
Trees are full of leaves.
In the autumn leaves begin to fall off.
In the winter, there are no more leaves, it is bare.
Even in winter with no leaves, it is still a tree.
Once spring comes, leaves come again.
They come again to strengthen us.
For this season will pass Christina.”
Pastor Olusegun Akinkugbe
City of God Glasgow
When we experience such a deep drought, it does cause us to doubt. But it took a season like THIS for me to be able to REST for real. It allowed me to experience the Hand of God in great measure. It allowed me to experience NO LACK! It brought me deeper into the things of God. It got me to hear His word in EVERY season of my life. He kept speaking in various ways. It propelled me into a place of pure trust and pure hope that would inevitable lead me to the place of such an overwhelming victory! It’s nice. It’s really amazing.
Wow! All I can say is in this place as I am gazing at my surroundings, “God, It is pretty cool here! Real cool! Thanks for this. You knew what was best and I needed it.”
It is a season to take territory of this.