Not Knowing Place

I’m anxious.

I’m worried.

I’m concerned.

I’m stressed.

I’m even afraid.

As we step out into the unknown I have to really trust God with all that I am.

Because all else is just a “not knowing” stage. Not so cool. So many questions, concerns and even confusion starts to make its way in.

Just as I read aloud:

The Lord said, “I have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. So I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey—the home of the Canaanites, Hittites, Amorites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites.

Exodus 3:7-8

God’s desire is always to bring us to a better place.

We don’t get to that place when we choose other things. We get there by following His direction as long as it takes.

He is concerned.

He is aware.

Ultimately He is in control.

We lift up our hands in praise as a sign of surrender to His will.

This is not my problem to solve but Yours to solve.

“How changed our lives would be if we could only fly through the days on wings of surrender and trust!” Hannah Whitall Smith

So I am just waiting, wondering and wishful.

God take the wheel. Drive. Lead. Guide. Propel.

I am trying to provoke you with my faith, even if the mustard seed type moved a mountain. I know you can do even more.

Not knowing is where I stand.

All knowing is who You are.

I trust You got the rest, especially what lies within.

With love,


About Christina

Blessings to all that are viewing this. My name is Christina Cruz-Mendez. I am a Senior Pastor at Mission United International Church in Yonkers, NY working along side my husband Juan A. Mendez Jr. Senior Pastor, currently residing in Canton, Georgia. We have been together for 29 years with 2 children that God has blessed us with. Makes us the family of four - "JusChrist4". I have been a Christian and active in ministry for about 22 years now. Through all the rocky and smooth roads in life I am eternally grateful that God has brought me this far in life to share with the world what He is doing in me, through me and for me. View all posts by Christina

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