“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for though art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4
I was running through the fields today and stopped to take a picture of my long journey with no one there. I was not afraid of my surroundings. I knew God was with me. I was enjoying the sunlight, sound, solitude and serenity. Yet in all of this I always feel this heaviness pressed upon my heart where my soul just cries out. I begin to feel this absence where no one else can fill but him. The tears sting my eyes and I feel all my soul shake at the hollowness that was left there. I ask “Why do I still feel this, Lord. Can’t you just take it away.” But even in that I know the answer already. It is always going to remain there. That place will only be filled by God now and forever. That is the place that was taken so that He could remind me of everything else I tried to do to fill it. It is not meant for anything or anyone else to fill but Him. Continue reading



