Maybe I didn’t have the wedding of the century.
Maybe you weren’t there to walk me down the aisle.
Maybe you weren’t there to see my first child born…or then the next.
Maybe you weren’t there for graduation.
Maybe you weren’t there for prom.
Maybe you weren’t there for my first fall or my first job.
Maybe you weren’t there for it all.
Maybe none of that ever matters, just as long as I am here for you now.
I battled with the thought to come here. For a major life turning procedure. It is so hard to turn the tables of a schedule. Yet waking up I could feel something so unsettling in me and I wasn’t sure what that was. So here I am now, moved heaven and earth’s schedule to be a part of this moment. Because it mattered. It mattered that much. I know I did the right thing. Continue reading




