Loss of the Barren

img_9314My discourse with God is like this…

I am at a loss. Yes. In the midst of gain!!! Huge Gain!!!! I am in awe, not even certain how to compile some words of gratitude so that it makes sense. Look what You have done.

When I was rejected, You kept me.
When I was lost, You found me.
When I was laughed at, You encouraged me.
When I was weakened, You strength me.
When I was hurt, You healed me.
When I was broken, You rebuilt me!!!! Continue reading


Rebuilt: Beginning The Ending

img_9153Rebuilt: Beginning the Ending

Why Rebuilt? What’s it about?

Rebuilt is an inspirational piece comprised of 30 writings that help to build individuals back up.

There are three sections in the book.

🔹Renew
🔹Restore
🔹Rebuild

If you are someone that has experienced a major life event that was traumatic, painful, of significant loss or suffering then this book is for you. If you are seeking a fresh start to life, this book will help walk you through day by day, as it includes 30 writings that focus on your new journey. Continue reading


The Legacy of Maria Bazan

IMG_9021You never realize how much of a backbone someone could be until you lose it. The natural things that occur bring upon the darkest grief, upset, frustration, sadness, anger and the like.  Then the next natural will arise
where you will see the fearless move mountains in the midst of fear.
We are afraid.  We don’t know how it is going to be now or where it is going to go.

Can I be honest? Or maybe I’m not the only one. Could I have been there more YES but I was not. No excuses follow that statement.
Did she love me any less? NO she did not. She loved me with no conditions except a phone call.  Many lasted less than minutes, sometimes they extended. Yet a word of advice she gave me… that I would never forget. Continue reading


Prayer Partners

CONFLINE2Greetings all! I know I have not written in such a long time. If days have passed with no words, trust me, they have been super busy. But that is no excuse. Writing is my life.  Just been incorporating prayer in it a whole lot more. So I want to share what the Lord has done in just the past couple of weeks.

We have begun a corporate prayer partnership through a conference call line that began on Sunday August 21st.  I thought this was “my idea” something good, but then I see truly this was a GOD idea!  What came into my mind –Sunday before my husband Apostle Juan was leaving was the dial in. It just popped in my head and I quickly responded. I grabbed a bunch of business cards and wrote this number on the back of the cards  (605) 562-0020 Access Code: 398-094-146# with the time of 11pm – 12am.  Continue reading